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My family's been facing a very bad economic situation till now.
im down to my last few dollars just enough to buy one pack of chicken rice.
not the 1.80 kind.
but the 3.50 kind.
okay lah.
maybe still can buy 1 additional cup of bubble tea.
haven't got enough to continue the through the month or lets say week first.
my jie just finished her job's contract.
and so she's now jobless.
finding jobs.
she went for some interviews alr.
she'll definitely make it.

just found a job.
going for Arrow camp next week.
can't meet the 20hrs a week work demand.
but whatever lah.

just have to trust in God.
and to love life and see good days.
its tough though.
when you see your mum troubled.
seeing your sis troubled.
seeing your ahgong in pain till he had to go hospital.
but praise God he's fine now.
still can self-discharge himself and make his own way home.
ahma always over-worrying.
though there are times to be worried about.

gotta go bathe.
don't have any gadgets to play till i fall asleep.
that sucks.
bye.


feel damn dull right now.
my biaomei asked me and my jie out for movie.
first time she asked us out.
she's already sec3 this year.
but her parents still guard her like a 3 year old baby.
its natural for them to do that.
cos she's their only child.
she normally cant go out with her frens and etc.
but maybe nowadays can.
idk.
she wanted to go this sunday.
cos she's gonna have her stupid syf thing.
for the next whole week.
except weekends.
but i'll have arrow service.
and me and my jie will be serving next sunday.
and my biaomei scared the movie no more.
but this sunday shan agreed to go church with me.
of cos i'll ask if we will meet on other days for movie.
then in the end we discussed.
and we a lot of days cant meet up.
so my jie said she'll not go for her genrev service tmr.
so we could meet for movie.
and of cos i'll ask if shan will go with me to church next week instead.
but i forgotten i was serving.
and i forgotten to check calendar.
and so just now.
my jie came home feeling dull too.
then my mum came home.
she looked tired.
cos she had to unpack her stuffs for her new shop location.
then i see their faces like that.
i sian already.
my jie wanted to touch my hand.
then i couldnt take her nonsense anymore.
actually is a lot of anymores already.
she treats touching my hand like a drug.
although i know she's like trying to love her brother more.
but i feel damn pissed at times when she must touch my hand.
and not just talk to me.
just now she came out and say tmr she dont feel like going anywhere already.
okay then.
fine.
after taking holy comm with my family.
she asked what time my cg will end tmr.
idk what the heck is going thru her mind.
just now go amk hub happy happy.
now come home like that.
and she diu-ingly just called me a bad brother for not letting her touch my hand.
what kind of shit logic is this?
then just now i went to sch.
i thought there was cg.
in fact there wasnt.
i thought that tmr's cultural activity had no link with every alternate fridays' cg.
so i went to TP.
i still tried to be on time.
i reached there before 730.
went to mensa and saw no one.
msged cgl and found out no cg.
didnt know that cg was replaced with the cultural activity thing.
felt so fed up.
i still prepared holy comm.
of cos.
partly is my fault.
cos i didnt ask.
but usually is like that what.
every alternate friday.
its like foolishly taking 4 buses from hougang to hougang.
then that cultual activity thing starts at 9 tmr.
at kallang some more.
diu diu diu!
then now idk what to reply for the sms already.
maybe its the misunderstanding.
or maybe its the miscommunication.
idk.
might be we dont understand each other well enough?
and mummy just told me that maybe sunday not going church.
cos my internet got prob after switching my comp desk.
cos the mIo is placed on my comp desk.
then my jie staying home alone.
i didnt know she not going.
then my mum said she dun feel comfortable leaving her alone at home.
idk where my ahgong going too on sunday.
so now might not be going church already.
next week also cant go for service.
cos i serving.
what gives man?
another attitude person to face?
guess many wont understand.
just think that my family's situation is like a ship at the brim of a cup filled.
ready to fall off anytime.
finances in bad shape.
but surely going to recover and come flowing abundantly.
amen.
relationships among everyone.
unity in the family.
my arrow camp will be fully paid for.
and i can enjoy being in arrow and church.
amen.
past few days.
jie and mummy kept quarreling.
but luckily now never already.
ah gong comes home drunk everyday.
talks rubbish everytime.
ask him to lower down his volume.
and he scolds us.
middle of the night.
talk so loud.
shout at us.
diu.
ask him not to drink so much.
diu.
but of cos he's not in the right state of mind.
though sometimes its annoying that he's gonna wake up every neighbour in my block.
but whatever.
life's like this.
and i'll just leave everything to the Lord.
gotta wake up early to reach kallang on time tmr.
and have to help mummy massage back.
shall sign off here.
bye.


oh man.
once again.
my eyes are blinking faster than i can wear my boxers up and down.
its so tiring to blink so much.
strained my eyes again.
so irritating to blink so much.
cant even do things properly.
super duper distracting.

and ytd 1ko2 had an outing at sentosa.
headcount of 18.
out of 22.
not bad lah.
haha.
and ytd was the most tiring sentosa trip i ever had.
i was so dead beat.
we played beach volleyball.
and i suppose many of our arms and hands got injured.
haha.

and so after finish playing.
we went to bathe.
kok ray me were last to bathe.
so while bathing.
the water pressure was so strong and my eyes had to focus elsewhere.
cos it kept blinking.
i looked up to the ceiling.
saw a lizard trying to eat a moth.
but the moth kept flying from one end to another end.
so the lizard couldn't catch it.
but the moth super duper stupid.
can fly away.
but flew around and clung back on to the ceiling.
stupid.
so another 2 lizards came out.
and one of them bit the moth.
half of the moth was inside it's mouth.
and they ran away.
maybe they gonna split their dinner.
first one was a baby lizard.
then i think papa and mama came out to show their prowess.
lame chop.

okay.
so after we were done.
we took some sunset picts.
and off to harbourfront interchange's hawker center we go.
zhenghan is really corrupted.
he is more corrupted than how he looks.
haha.

so after that we wanted to go home.
in the end we stopped at rochor road to eat daohui.
haha.
but not all of us lah.
only me shan kok hilda fat+thin.
and they kept laughing at my ultra fast blinking technique.
haha.
gotta rest my eyes more.
have a little trouble trying to type out this post.
fatin said my eyebags are so black.
i have dark circles.
i went home last night and saw those dark circles under my eyes.
oh man.
should sleep early and rest more.
haha.

okay anyway.
yang needs a job!
past IT fairs' all no time to go work.
now got time but no slot.
=[.
pray to God for a part time job,
with good pay.
Amen.
haha.

though my eyes are so tired.
im gonna play my psp.
have not been playing psp.
only messing around with my itouch.
luckily got new games come out.
now its back to playing my psp.
wuahahahahaha!

and my little cousin.
has a DSlite.
but he can only play it during weekends.
so my jie unhappy that he never entertain her.
when my uncle fetch us home after church on sundays.
then they[father and son] created a name for my cousin's time for playing.
PPTZ.
it is my cousin's Personal Portable Time Zone.
then my uncle's super duper lame.
he likes to say really lame stuffs.
but sometimes its entertaining lah.

and i've been attending church w/o ponning for a few months alr.
its much better than in the past.
i attend service like only once every fortnight?
but after joining cg.
i've been attending arrow services and main services.
holyness might be able to fight with raymond alr.
okay.
im talking rubbish.
haha.

okay lah.
watching da mo jing.
bye.


hey hey hey.
i've always wanted to blog the first part down.
but always forget.

okay.
so right.
every time when we take bus.
normally when you see opposite direction side.
there's the same service number bus.
they'll like wave to each other or nod to acknowledge and say hi.
something like that.
there was once.
on the opposite side.
there were 2 89s.
and of cos im on 89.
then i dunno why.
i always like to notice what the other driver would do.
haha.
okay.
so,
the first driver waved waved.
but.
after i saw what the 2nd driver did.
wah seh.
i want to laugh super duper loud.
but must be more civilized.
so can only am chio.
okay.
so that driver raised both hands.
with twist[peace] gesture.
and did a super big smile.
grinning from ear to ear.
okay lah.
i like that say like not very funny.
you have to look at it.
its freaking hilarious!
try to use your imagination to think about it.
if you can't.
means you're not imaginative enough.
or not imaginative at all.
wuahahahahahahaha!
okay.
kidding.
i still can remember that driver's face.
imprinted into my mind already.
haha.

okay lah.
my jie bought me something for my b'day.
an iPod Touch!
woohoooo!
for last year.
forgotten to blog about this too.
haha.
BUT!
she said,
it'll be my b'day present for the next 4 years!!!!!!!!
starting she said 3 years.
but my aunt said should be next 5 years!!
wah seh.
she sabotaged me.
in the end i bargained to 4 years.
LOL!
but,
she told a few people about it.
and they said even if she said how many years.
every year.
she still has to give me something.
as some kind of 意思意思.
haha.

all the major projects ended already.
shiok ah!

okay lah.
these few days have been sleeping late.
due to the last minute completion of the projects.
this sem.
everyone like become more slack.
most of us last minute.
last minute send here send there.
collate in the morning.
etc etc.
though i'm not the one collating.
haha.
but i know its tough for those who had to dong WHOLE night.
or those who slept a bit earlier.
and had to wake up earlier than usual to complete it.
haha.

and yea.
just now went to ramona's hse to bai nian.
ramona's my caregroup leader.
BUT!
i forgotten to bring GAM!
mandarin oranges.
ho ho ho.
and i was the only one who forgotten to bring.
LOL!
totally forgotten about it.
was doing econs the night before lah.
so.
ya lor.
forgot.
okay.
it's cos of my lousy memory.
and wah seh.
she stays at BUKIT BATOK!
its like 2nd stop from the end of the Red line?
first time at the end of the red line.
and first time i stepped foot into bukit batok.
extremely far~
and ran was right.
all the buses there, SMRT.
no SBSs.
okay.
and so.
when we bai nian to ramona's mum,
ramona and her dad were taking videos and pictures.
forgotten what they said.
then we had to say verses.
lol.
then i never bring oranges.
i don't dare to bai nian.
but luckily.
every child of God is forgiving.
haha.
so i got an angbao.
haha.

okay lah.
blog again next time.
time to sleep.
bye.


it has been long since i posted.
so so so so long.
haha.
oday.
there was a CNY service at indoor stadium.
it was preached by Pastor Mark.
he's so funny.
he translate his chinese and hokkien to english.
so funny.
ya.
so today's service is quite interesting and fun.
find Rest in God.
Listen to the Word of God too.
haha.

had another shopping spree a few days back.
went hg mall to pass my jie her book and my ahma a cart to push her orange mandarins.
went to cotton on.
saw tshirts.
bought 2 tshirts and 1 pair of flip flops.
weishan bought 3 shorts 1 flip flops and 2 tshirts.
fierce fierce.
so for cny.
i got a ralph lauren polo tee.
1 esprit cardigan.
as well as those mentioned above.
but some other tshirts as well.
but wore them alr.
spent a HUGE bomb!
ralph lauren and that cardigan alr cost me 220?
oh ya.
but i wore that cardigan alr.
haha.

tmr gonna eat steamboat.
early celebration.
cos my ahma said every year my ahyi went to her mother-in-law's place to eat.
then come.
eat a little only.
so celebrate early.
so they can eat more.
gd idea too.
cos i longedddddddddddddddddddddd for steamboat.
can get angbao soon too.
wuahahahahaha!
but assignments due soon.
got a stupid socio quiz as well.
so tough!
spent around 2hrs just now?
haven complete.
even had to make some of the cg ppl wait.
haha.
tmr gotta go for socio meeting.
amk hub~

thurs presentation.
pom and socio.
think pom on thurs too.
sian 1/2.
need to chiong socio.
but pom done le.
left ppt.

watching a show on chnn 255 now.
direct translation from chinese, Strong Sword.
shall continue watching.
bye.


sorry for the delay.

happy b'day to me.
im finally 17.
finally not 16.
grow up liao.
by 1 more year.
haha.
my parents brought me to chatterbox at mandarin oriental.
2 weeks before my b'day.
fantastic view from above.
38th floor or 39th.
cos got lounge below and restaurant on top.
then i could see so many many many buildings from far.
i could see bishan.
lol.
with this.


cant really tell wad it is rite?
its some sort of binoculars but no need to dong coins in to use.
free~




can see wisma and taka rite?
red and blue on left.
not taken thru binoculars.
its just right in front.

wah seh.
then da desserts.
see that chocolate cup.
its damn tokong.
its made up of just CHOCOLATE.
more liquid than solid.
damn nice.
ate 2 cups.
wanna eat more but full liao.

yummy~
haha.
then chatterbox's specialty is chicken rice.
but da price scares ur ass off.
it costs more than $20 a plate!
chicken meat made of gold.
but heard that its really good.
but buffet alr $39? per person.
so ya lor.
scary chicken.

okay.
so on friday.
weishan and i went sketches for dinner.
we ate pasta and pizza.
damn fucking full.
cos cream pasta too filling.
shld have eaten tomato instead.
cream one tasteless.
only for that day.
wah lao.
dunno how to cook.
ask me cook mah.
okay.
kiddin.
later chef flush cream sauce down my butt.
okay.
then.

tada~
my one and only b'day cake this year.
from TCC.
outside sketches.
haha.
last year i got to have 2 cakes.
this year 1 slice.
my cake welfare downgraded.
but its da thought that counts.
haha.
so that friday meal someone bao dao wan le lah.
haha.
thanks for everything.
and that phone song thing.
haha.

and one more amazing thing.

my jie got me a freaking itouch!
woohoo!
my whole family couldnt believe it.
LOL!
my auntie still tell my jie to treat it as my b'day present for da next 5 years.
-_____________-"
in da end.
it shall be my b'day present for next 3 years.
-________-"
she bought one for herself and one for me.
at Sitec.
haha.
so that's all for tonight.
bye bye.
and see you on channel 5 news tonight at 10.


last friday.
went swimming with kok and raymond.
after that.
we went subway.
eat finish liao.
throat abit bth le.
went to bugis to shop for kok's stuffs awhile.
he went off first.

then i went to wait for weishan.
she was working.

next morning.
woke up with a cool throat.
felt so uncomfortable.
went to eat beehoon as promised.
after that went to cut my hair.
now so short.
looks short to me.
haha.
got home.
my mum came home early from work.
asked me go see doctor.
but i decided to send her to work first then go see doctor.
so we reached bugis.
but i was feeling feverish liao.
i really buay dong.
i still wanted to take bus back then go see doctor.
luckily weishan accompanied me back to hougang to see doctor.
cos i really no strength.
so she called them and said she cant work.
haha.
4 medications.
all after food.
but no appetite.
wanna try see got porridge.
nv sell.
got home.
tired.
took medi and sleep.

actually gotta serve at kid's ministry on last sunday.
but sick.
so my jie help me msg person in charge and tell them at 5.30am.
i woke up to prepare to go.
my jie ask me to wake her up da night before.
then when i woke her up.
my mum also woke up.
then they ask me not to go.
recover first.
so i dint go.
haha.
3 sundays later then serve.
okay lah.
there're so many projects and assignments at hand.
though i like nv do or concentrate on it.
i dun have enough time to do everything.
shall continue another time.
shall sleep soon.
bye.

shan.
aisyah.
afiqa.
caihong.
caiyi.
clement.
eechun.
eugenia.
evon.
guanling.
huibing.
jamie.
janice.
jianyong.
jingyi.
kokkeng.
linda.
shaun.
serene.
shiyun.
shuhan.
viewmeng.
vivian.
wenxuan.
winnie.
xinru.
yingying.
zhihui.
zhining.
zhiyan.
blahblah.
blahblah.

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Finally 16!!
5th december`91.
Saggitarius.
Graduated HIHS student.
Ex table-tennis captain.
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